Monday, 18 August 2008

law of attraction

It's a wired world that we live in, governed by mystical and indefinable mere rules. A rule that is so complicated and spiritual that the human mind hasn't yet discovered ways to analyze it yet; rather humans refer to it as sexual attraction, admiration, mutual benefits, friendship and sometimes false love that is based on such feelings. Yet, again love shall be false under this category as it is a form of all those symptoms that lead to a form of a bonding contract that we call marriage.

In its mere essence and to look at it in an abstract form, attraction is a free bond, free explanation tool that left your feet up from the earth line regular people are accustomed to into another earth line that gets higher with each step you take. Off course because this attraction itself is not understood so the limited brain doesn't stimulate the feeling of danger that the earth line is moved form its base.

Off course since the brain is not stimulated the other organs are not working properly as they are supposed to. For example, eyes stop seeing colors and the levels of contrast is reduced. White spirits will call them and refer to the brain as they are, the body would stop functioning as a unit rather it prefers to melt and be regained again. Souls meet and reconnect in different shapes and materials, laughter and smiles mixed up together, heart beats and rollers of a car can't be distinguished, the heat of the air entering the car is mixed with the radiation coming out of the skin, silent unspoken words are flying out the window of the moving car never to be distinguished from the sentences that we made as a disguise for this feeling of attraction. Yet it stays there a normal untold and unspoken attraction a law that we as humans fall under and try to analyze and decrepit its code.

Friday, 4 July 2008

Nietzsche V.S Dr Phill.....

Its so funny that life rotates in a cycle and human beings are the centre of this cycle. Human’s nature is eager to change and this change has been the line that differs between social classes. Their keen and enthusiasm towards modernization has become the number 1 properties of the society, to be modern you must own a carriage which of course was a right for the high class only then after the invention of cars it became modern to have a car .. Wonder when will it become modern to have an airplane!!!!!!
As time changes the intellectual levels also changes as other material thing and not only that i mean the kind of information but also as the level and the style of such writings. Comparing Nietzsche’s books with Dr.Fill or any other self help books, in an abstract form they offer the same knowledge both speak of guides and both search for the super human, Looking here at thus spoke Zarathustra by Nietzsche. I know it might seem wearied and sleazy to compare a great philosopher with a psychologist(shrink) but aint they both seek the benefit of human race and its evolution towards utopia ,aint they given speeches and have talking to people about the paths to assure those benefits .the difference here is that the famous Dr has modernized those speeches to suit the new modernized world of the new modernized minds! in a way i wonder maybe in the next hundred years Dr.fill will be regarded as a great philosopher that is not to be compared to another new modernized shrink!!!!

the realation beween A and B

In this universe there are two kinds of people, one that you love and one that you can live with. This categorization is only realized after one enters the dating game and is old enough to realize the fact A; human beings are social creatures, which means that they live in groups. But of course fact A is not the issue here.
The two categories are a simplified version of the human psychology regarding relations and love affairs. The first type is the person that you love; emotions, dreams and feelings are involved. The main generator here is the heart regardless of the mind or the sense of logic. It’s more of a dream that lasts for several years as maximum time period. The second category is the person that one is capable of living with; as fact A states that humans are social creatures. Emotions are not required and the mind is the dominant leader in this type. The choice of choosing such person comes after failures with type 1 and the actual aging process.

As humans age the idea of death is more and more whispered, the need for a tribe overcomes the comprehension of life thus the level of imagination and adaptation descends, hence the actual meaning of life changes from exploration to living. At this stage of the cycle the human no longer considers emotions as a tool for living but rather uses it as a tool of dreaming. Type 2 is chosen to the lack or the inexistence of type1 and the actual perception of this fact. Thus one is settled with type 2 that offers no love no actual dream realization no exploration in simple word it can be said that it offers one pill of elusive drug to the mind putting it to sleep, while the other organs of the body are still functioning . Yet, it offers stability rather the madness that type 1 offer. The choice of type 2 is offered with large bag of daydreaming that was a result of the abandonment of dreams.
When one realizes that the partner is not the same person as seen in dreams, certain things has to be put in scale and priorities is to be rearranged. For example let us say that person A likes boxing wile his/her partner doesn’t do that, regardless the information that this can be learnt. The boxing action is not to be performed by person A anymore. Our example has the choice either to leave the partner or reset her/his priorities. While letting go of the action is only because the partner B is easy to live with. But A has several options either to dream about partner C that will enjoys boxing with or to actually have partner C with whom the action is to be performed, yet still living with person B.
While most humans by nature are leaning more towards choice 2,some tries to chose 1 as a sort of violation for the rules of human psychology ;of course unconsciously . Those trials are what we call failed relations that causes divorce after love marriage or they are the unfaithfulness of partner A to partner B.
As humans owning a set of emotions of love,hatred,stability and madness this might be so confusing and the fact that humans are the only creatures that have the right to chose makes the observation of their contrary and opposed choices are a subject to be studied.

Sunday, 22 June 2008


I woke up today and I wished to have emotions… I wished to know how people feel.. What is like to feel pain, feel love or hate or eve feel what is like to feel alive? It has been a while since I opened my eyes and simply felt my existence. I sense that existence that doesn’t exist!
Yes, am sorry... I apologize to you for being such an inesent, yes I apologize for feeling so weak. I apologize for sitting so quite when I was about to explode. Am so sorry for feeling safe and opening up. I apologize for the strange self I call myself. I apologise for all what I have done to me.
Then I apologise to you ….I apologize that when you came you came so pure and white that I managed to wash out ........