Sunday, 22 June 2008


I woke up today and I wished to have emotions… I wished to know how people feel.. What is like to feel pain, feel love or hate or eve feel what is like to feel alive? It has been a while since I opened my eyes and simply felt my existence. I sense that existence that doesn’t exist!
Yes, am sorry... I apologize to you for being such an inesent, yes I apologize for feeling so weak. I apologize for sitting so quite when I was about to explode. Am so sorry for feeling safe and opening up. I apologize for the strange self I call myself. I apologise for all what I have done to me.
Then I apologise to you ….I apologize that when you came you came so pure and white that I managed to wash out ........